I have never sucked cock. I know full well that I am a weak, pathetic beta loser that no woman in her right mind would want; but still I cling stubbornly to the delusion of being a straight male. The idea of having a real man cum in my mouth genuinely revolts me. Which is exactly why I need to be locked in permanent chastity and forced to accept that I belong on my knees in front of any Alpha that wants to use and humiliate me for his pleasure.